I'll fake the smiles if it stops all the questions

I made this blog to let things out, and release the negative feelings I have inside of me. It's stuff I feel I relate to, but don't want to post on my primary blog. It helps sometimes; even if it's only for a little while.

Unless otherwise stated, none of the pictures posted are of myself, nor do I take any credit for them. They are all images I found on the internet some place or another.

I want to change myself. I'm now posting more positive things, so try and keep my mind positive.
I hope 2012 is the start of my happiness.
The first few weeks of 2012 were good. Things went bad from the end of January, and it's been kind of like a rollercoadter since then.

I have a tattoo on my left wrist. The wrist I used to self-harm on, saying 'Past'. And one on my right wrist, my clean one, saying 'Future'.

Last harmed myself: 19th April 2012

Anonymous asked: I just read you life story. It made me cry. It really made me feel so selfish. I cry and complain and whine about my 'problems' that are minuscule when compared to what you have experienced. I am not a self harmer, nor am I suffering depression and I will not claim to understand how you're feeling. Because I really don't. I am in awe that you have been so strong throughout your life. You are an inspiration and you are truly a beautiful person. Keep strong. <3

Thank you so much, it really means a lot that you have taken the time to read it.

I need to update it, as a fair amount has been going on in my life since I last did.

I hope you are ok though (: Everyone goes through different things, and however miniscule they are, they affect people differently, depending on the person.

I know people are worse off than me, but I’m also worse off than others.

Keep smiling, and again, thank you (: