February 2012
244 posts
Mum: Are you having those thoughts still?
What I said: No mum.
What I thought: It's getting worse mum. Mum the thoughts are getting worse. Please understand.
2 months clean.
And apart from my Mum drinking, things are going good.
She’s slightly affecting my mood, but I’m trying to avoid her.
musicsforthesadmen asked: You've made it this far, keep going . :)
Anonymous asked: its so good of you to get rid of the blades! think positive xx
kn0gler-deactivated20120308 asked: youve done a great job, keep going! xx
Anonymous asked: congrats on 2 months stay strong! xx
So tomorrow will be 2 months since I last purposely harmed myself.
I’m not going to say it’s being easy. I’ve had some hard times, and have been so close to doing it sometimes, but I stayed strong.
I also threw my blades out. I find it easier as the temptation isn’t there.
The voices I hear have stayed away for about a week now too. I like it. It’s nice not having...
