I'll fake the smiles if it stops all the questions

I made this blog to let things out, and release the negative feelings I have inside of me. It's stuff I feel I relate to, but don't want to post on my primary blog. It helps sometimes; even if it's only for a little while.

Unless otherwise stated, none of the pictures posted are of myself, nor do I take any credit for them. They are all images I found on the internet some place or another.

I want to change myself. I'm now posting more positive things, so try and keep my mind positive.
I hope 2012 is the start of my happiness.
The first few weeks of 2012 were good. Things went bad from the end of January, and it's been kind of like a rollercoadter since then.

I have a tattoo on my left wrist. The wrist I used to self-harm on, saying 'Past'. And one on my right wrist, my clean one, saying 'Future'.

Last harmed myself: 19th April 2012

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