I'll fake the smiles if it stops all the questions

I made this blog to let things out, and release the negative feelings I have inside of me. It's stuff I feel I relate to, but don't want to post on my primary blog. It helps sometimes; even if it's only for a little while.

Unless otherwise stated, none of the pictures posted are of myself, nor do I take any credit for them. They are all images I found on the internet some place or another.

I want to change myself. I'm now posting more positive things, so try and keep my mind positive.
I hope 2012 is the start of my happiness.
The first few weeks of 2012 were good. Things went bad from the end of January, and it's been kind of like a rollercoadter since then.

I have a tattoo on my left wrist. The wrist I used to self-harm on, saying 'Past'. And one on my right wrist, my clean one, saying 'Future'.

Last harmed myself: 19th April 2012

So tomorrow will be 2 months since I last purposely harmed myself.

I’m not going to say it’s being easy. I’ve had some hard times, and have been so close to doing it sometimes, but I stayed strong.

I also threw my blades out. I find it easier as the temptation isn’t there.

The voices I hear have stayed away for about a week now too. I like it. It’s nice not having negative things shouted at you, or whispered in your ear. Let’s hope they stay away.